A Colourful Animal

The colourful animal is me, and almost everyone in this earth. This image suddenly ran across my mind. Just a mixture of feelings, when we are in different situations, like the colour-changing lizard, not only our feelings, our personality, our mind etc.

But its my feelings today, and almost everyday, I'm feeling like a human. A mixture of loneliness, confusion, anger and emptiness. I wish I could control my colour. Can anyone chooses their nice color and stay with that no matter what? What colour would that be?

The Day

Everyone was looking when the fashionable exotic car's door was opened and slammed in a rapid movement.

" So did you tell your parents? "

" About what?"

" That you're not coming home tonight. "



The musical dial was touched and the gas pedal was floored.

The Love Candy

At a certain point of age or time, maybe you will be stressed up with a question, what in the world is love? Maybe in times when love disappoints you, when you hate love, or a question asked by your friend or lover, or maybe this question just popped up in your mind.

It obviously did come unto me, and boggled me for quite some time. Love is a big word, and language/translation can be so complicating you can argue it for years. In the end, it is up to your mind and heart(if it exists) to decide, based on what you have learned or unconsciously perceived from all the information, culture, education and social you were living in. Thus, there's no clear distinction of who is right and wrong about it. People have different lives and experiences.

In my context and life, regarding to human earthly love, it is simple like this:



" Love is like a dust covered candy, in a nice wrapping paper.
It is fun and exciting in the beginning,
bittersweet when you're taking it,
Oh! how sweet when you've managed to swallow all the dirty dust,
but like a candy it melts down,
then it's finished once it's over. "



Should it be called love? In my society, at least it's how they call it.

je t'aime ma chérie

A joke

X: " It's not where we are going, but it is who we are going with."

Y: " Go to hell."

X:"Even hell feels like heaven."

Y:"What the hell is wrong with you? I'm about to puke. Even heaven feels like hell with you."

X: "That's the point."

A Picture Means A Thousand Words

Mr.Wise Guy

"Before God we are all equally wise - and equally foolish."
Albert Einstein


-My translation : Whoever knows himself is a fool is wise, whoever thinks himself is wise is a fool.


"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex.. It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction. "
Albert Einstein


-My comment : No one has put this fact the better way.

Just Do It

Phrases which are cool like nike's tagline has helped me to do things without questions.

" Are you sure of this? "

" No need think so much de lah.. Just do it lah.. "

There's a imitation brand called niki, it always makes me laugh. The combination of niki and its tagline 'Just Did It' is really adorable.

Logically, it has helped me to go through things and saved my thoughts, but most of the times, I think this phrase has corrupted many of us, helping us do something that we regret later on, or maybe bring suffering to ourselves or to others. I'm sure everyone's aware of this and agree to this. But, this type of phrases kinda stick into our heads, especially in decision making, and facing peer pressure, and the feeling when everyone is waiting for you to " JUST DO IT".

I myself is used to ask alot of questions, and some people do complain about this, maybe it is 'unjoyful' or 'uncool' to them. People say I think too much. From young, I thought questions are the basic to learning progess in life, but as I grow older, when questions gets harder, and when the answers can make a big impact, people kinda gets scared and feel hard to accept certain kind of questions invoked. The answer is " You are thinking too much, friend"

I kinda hate that answer, cause it paralyzes us. Yes, in certain situations, we do not know the answer, and not all questions can be answered. Sometimes, we have to learn by trying (not drugs). But I always believe in making the best of out of everything even we can't get it all perfect, like the way people try their best to find money even if they can't find it all. They are doing the best.

As humans, we are gifted with the wit, even animals can learn simple things in repetition. It is our advantage. Other than the wit, we are weak in many areas. Should we just ignore questions to lessen our worries? For me, I would want to be better than an animal..